goodbye or good-bye

interj.
Used to express an acknowledgment of parting.

n.pl.

good·byes or good-byes also good-bys

1. An acknowledgment at parting, especially by saying “goodbye.”
2. An act of parting or leave-taking:

In the next few hours, I’ll be leaving my friends and, so to say, my first job. I’m not really that good with goodbyes. I think goodbyes are sad. Not just sad, I don’t know. there’s this thing about goodbyes. It’s like you’ll never see them again.

I have to admit, I loved my job. You don’t get a lot of pressure, no stress - meaning you don’t have pending works or so, you just get to sit down and talk and talk and talk. But it kinda gets old. Knowing that you’re just practically saying the same thing over and over again. 

So I decided I need a new shift in my life. Although I’m not really sure what that is, I thought I’ll know it along the way. I don’t know. Really. I just don’t want this anymore. So this is where the leaving part goes. I get to leave the times when I am so tired and sleepy, always lacking sleep, the long commuting hours, those times when I am so tired that I still troubleshoot and talk to callers while I sleep without me knowing it.

As for the goodbye part, well, you get to say goodbye to new friends, bid them adieu and wish them well. So many things happened, so many memories shared. That’s the sad part. When you still want to stay because of your friends but you just can’t.  

I’d rather say, till next time, rather than goodbye. At least, I know, I’ll be seeing them around, one day or another. Bump into them, or have a quick chat with them. Who knows right?

As the song by the Beatles goes :

Though I know I’ll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I’ll often stop and think about them
In my life, I love you more

Just a few more days until I’m officially unemployed. And i line with that, I am currently multitasking between creating a new collection for a new online shop that I’ll be opening real soon (going to do a giveaway as well!), my various freelance works here and there, looking somewhere that holds a workshop on Basic Photography, thinking about reviewing for a CISCO certification or maybe study AutoCAD instead. I don’t know. Decisions like these are sure hard. lol

Been really busy this week.

By busy, I mean busy sleeping. Working night shift with a 2 hour ride from work is not cool dude, not cool. I barely have time to do my pending projects because when I get home from work, I just make love with my bed and sleep until it’s finally time to get ready for my next shift!

Welp, thank goodness that I have 2 days straight for rest, which means, I have my first rest day dedicated to sleeping. Seriously. I get home from work. Sleep. Wake up. Then sleep until Mr. Sun is up and smiling. I still have 17 more days until I’m free from all of this. Looking for a new job that won’t fuck up my sleeping patterns, and hopefully, something that I will love with all my heart. lol

Didn’t really do much today except for the breakfast I had with the boyfriend at the cemetery to kinda visit his Dad. Rode off on his motorcycle with no place in mind to go to. And we saw Manang with her colored sisiws, the pabunot thingy. Spent 11php in hopes of getting a colored chick, no luck there though. Had coffee and talked about some plans we have in mind and then, here I am, back home, typing all of this when I’m supposed to be taking a quick nap. Meheee. Oh well. :)